Sunday, January 30, 2011

A day.


the day does come eventually
the day you can't deiced 
the day does come 
someday
a day you don't know when
walking down the street
a regular routine 
over.
cooking up a simple meal
cutting carrots, celery
searing up the beef,
over. 
a day you don't know when
a day you may not know why
a day 
a day 
just maybe 
a day away.

~ Kael Daul 

Saturday, January 29, 2011

I am sorry.

I love you.
I am sorry.
Why?
I just am.
Don't be.
I am.
Why?
I can't tell you.
Why?
Because.
You are not making any sense.
I am sorry.
Stop saying that.
I can't.
Why?
I don't know.
I am sorry too.
Why?
I love you.
Don't say that.
Too late.
Stop.
No.
Please.
No.
You making this hard.
I don't care.
I love you.
You do?
Yes.
Then?
It can never work.
Why?
You know why.
I don't.
Goodbye.
Don't leave.
I am sorry.
Please.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.

~ Kael Daul

Friday, January 28, 2011

damn you

I look at you
then look at everyone else
damn you,
for being so 
perfect 
damn you,
for being so much
better
than all the other 
boys
I can't move on 
I am still in 
love 
with you
I can't
Stop
thinking about you even while,
I am kissing him
I feel like
you are watching  
me from 
behind these 
airy curtains 
you are the only
thing 
I see
and damn you,
for leaving me like this
leaving me left with 
the smell 
of you in pillow case
damn you, 
for loving me 
and kissing her
damn you.

~ Kael Daul 

Stefanie

You are her
She who hurt me
You are the one 
The one that knows best 
You’re the one with the beautiful hands
Hands that didn’t even try
To glue back together 
The pieces that lay 
Broken


You were the one who always spoke
With such a slithery voice
You have the letters
All the ones I wrote to you
Your eyes are the ones
The eyes that never let up
Looking with such contempt at me
Always bringing me  
Down 


Your lungs
Were the lungs that breathed in all the smoke
You have the feet 
That walked all over me
You’re under the disguise 
Covering your tear filled eyes
You never tried, thus you never realized 
How much it killed me deep inside
You are her who hurt me.


~ Kael Daul