damn you

I look at you

then look at everyone else

damn you,

for being so 

perfect 

damn you,

for being so much

better

than all the other 

boys

I can't move on 

I am still in 

love 

with you

I can't

Stop

thinking about you even while,

I am kissing him

I feel like

you are watching  

me from 

behind these 

airy curtains 

you are the only

thing 

I see

and damn you,

for leaving me like this

leaving me left with 

the smell 

of you in pillow case

damn you, 

for loving me 

and kissing her

damn you.

~ Kael Daul