A day.

the day does come eventually

the day you can't deiced 

the day does come 

someday

a day you don't know when

walking down the street

a regular routine 

over.

cooking up a simple meal

cutting carrots, celery

searing up the beef,

over. 

a day you don't know when

a day you may not know why

a day 

a day 

just maybe 

a day away.

~ Kael Daul 

I am sorry.

I love you.
I am sorry.
Why?
I just am.
Don't be.
I am.
Why?
I can't tell you.
Why?
Because.
You are not making any sense.
I am sorry.
Stop saying that.
I can't.
Why?
I don't know.
I am sorry too.
Why?
I love you.
Don't say that.
Too late.
Stop.
No.
Please.
No.
You making this hard.
I don't care.
I love you.
You do?
Yes.
Then?
It can never work.
Why?
You know why.
I don't.
Goodbye.
Don't leave.
I am sorry.
Please.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.

~ Kael Daul

damn you

I look at you

then look at everyone else

damn you,

for being so 

perfect 

damn you,

for being so much

better

than all the other 

boys

I can't move on 

I am still in 

love 

with you

I can't

Stop

thinking about you even while,

I am kissing him

I feel like

you are watching  

me from 

behind these 

airy curtains 

you are the only

thing 

I see

and damn you,

for leaving me like this

leaving me left with 

the smell 

of you in pillow case

damn you, 

for loving me 

and kissing her

damn you.

~ Kael Daul 

Stefanie

You are her

She who hurt me

You are the one 

The one that knows best 

You’re the one with the beautiful hands

Hands that didn’t even try

To glue back together 

The pieces that lay 

Broken

You were the one who always spoke

With such a slithery voice

You have the letters

All the ones I wrote to you

Your eyes are the ones

The eyes that never let up

Looking with such contempt at me

Always bringing me  

Down 

Your lungs

Were the lungs that breathed in all the smoke

You have the feet 

That walked all over me

You’re under the disguise 

Covering your tear filled eyes

You never tried, thus you never realized 

How much it killed me deep inside

You are her who hurt me.

~ Kael Daul 

Pretty Faces live in Ugly Places

The Girl

Real eyes
Realize
Real lies.

Cool ...

Brother Brother

My brother is learning the guitar and he is still not very good (but being the typical thirteen year old he is he thinks he is a-m-a-z-i-n-g!). So I put him up to a challenge: I would accept he was good guitar player if he could learn to play Mango Tree by Angus and Julia Stone. He accepted this challenge. He started off leaning the chorus, which is coming along pretty well. So I recorded a video for you all to hear. He may still have a long way to go before he masters the song, I must say so far, I am impressed!

Yeah! Good work bro-skii! 

Country Mile

Silver birch against a Swedish sky,
The singer in the band made me want to cry.
We are all inside our own heads now
Leaving new friends, leaving this town:
And I wish you could be hear with me.
The road it winds, it twist it turns,
My stomach burns.

Once again I will be the foolish one,
Thinking a blink of these lashes would make you come.
Don't you worry, don't get in state.
I don't believe in true love anyway
Who is being pessimistic now?
I could document this as out first, as our last row.
The more you look forlorn, the more to you I warm.

I won't be seeing you for a long while,
But I hope its not as long as these country miles.
I feel lost.

Rain on Me: Forever Hold My Peace.

Digital Designer: Jessica Dawn 

Tell me what the Rain knows

Are these the tears of ages,

that wash away the good old days:

leaving not a trace of the day.

Tell me what the Rain knows

Tis this the flood of fortune,

That pours itself upon me?

See how I drown in this sea.

Hark, hear the howl that eat the moon alive,

Your heart it is on fire,

the smoke that turns the whole sky raven black.

Then the world upon your back will crack.

Where will you go,

now you've no home.

Let the Rain wash away,

you last days.

~Maaya Sakamoto

Break Me.

I want to live in a world:

where all the people can live 

together, on the map with all the wrinkles unfurled.

And every sinner, and every forgiver, 

like a birds wing on the window

can be sure tomorrow will come. 

Like snow on the doorstep, let go 

And let burn all the sick peoples nicotine gum 

then let their scared and blistering hands rise 

Against: government, murder, and God,

make bleed the evil in efforts to decriminalize,

to make reborn the earth: give us your blessed nod. 

Let Silver Spoons Fly

"Good people do not need laws to tell them to act responsibly, while bad people will find a way around the laws." Plato 

Cupcake

Thickly iced with cream,

I feel so filled inside.

Beating fast and going hard,

I feel so much love right now.

Wet with the thought,

I want to spend forever with you.

Bloody, just a bit,

Down there.

Spend forever down there,

Don't stop.

Legs shaking,

I feel it coming on.

Pulsing through me hard and fast,

It has never been like that. 

With you though, 

It is always like that. 

Huffing in and out,

I need to catch my breath.

Pounding now like never before,

I think it is going to explode. 

"Cupcake,"

"Yeah,"

Now let me try.

~ Kael Daul 

LET THE FASHION BEGIN!

So I had originally intended this to be my fashion/makeup blog but you see I have no one to take pictures of my outfits ... but I have a tripod so maybe that will work (Also a friend of mine who lives near by might go some makeup tutorials and fashion pictures as well, we will see). So for now I have a picture of some of my favorite clothes from LAST year 2010 ... enjoy ;)

Dog Sweater: Forever21 

Vintage Baby Doll Top: TjMaxx 

Cream Dress: Forever21